Late New Years Stuff
Jan. 6th, 2003 02:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cyriljackalWell I'm at the laundromat washing a ton of clothes, I have about 20 minutes left till they dry... So here is where I'll do a nice LJ entry.
Yes, it's January 1 of 2003 and no, there were not terrorist attacks on all the people in Times Square. Though from Skytech I'd heard the lights went out in Norristown. Probably some evil terrorist plot to destroy the central town of America. Yah, that's it.
Everyone's of course talking about what they'll do this year, so I'll follow suit since I'm such a goon.
1) I will create art of some sort. Be it sculpture or drawings.
2) I will go on vacation with Shane and have FUN!!!! (WHEEE!)
3) I will watch the world and not interfere, yet know that quite often I'm right, and not have to say it. Gloating is a sure way to unpopularity. Especially when you're often right.
4) I will search out new job opportunities that do not tax me emotionally like my current one does.
5) I will try to let Shane know I love him.
6) I will pay attention to friends I've ignored due to depression and work business. Byzantyn, Colin, Anna, and anyone else that desires my time and attention.
7) I will try to not be bothered by those who ignore my needs, or desires to be with them, because it makes me feel needy and hollow.
8) I will visit places and not stay at home all the time. Even if it's a half hour away, or 3 or 8. I will be a busy puppy.
9) I will seek help for my problems, physical or mental.
10) I will seek out my own business ideas, doing more than idly thinking of them. I need a future not dependant on company. Even if it is only a small income.
I think ten things to do in a year is enough. I need anyone who reads this to encourage me too, because it's not easy to keep going sometimes when all seems like an obstacle.
The problem with being an observer and seeing the obvious over and over in human interactions is that you cannot even warn. It's like a clockwork. The same things happen over and over except if you yourself see it, and state "This will change," and make it happen. Things need to change or repetition will occur. I've seen it I know it.
I've had a headache since early this morning. I only drank one beer, I think it was just from sleeping wrong.
My life seems so dull compared to all the soap operatics in everyone else's LJ entries. Maybe I'm lucky. No constant breakups, no real reasons for emotional upsets. Just me waking up every morning to Shane, and a not too horrible job. (except at Christmas) Envy me. ;x)
Yes, it's January 1 of 2003 and no, there were not terrorist attacks on all the people in Times Square. Though from Skytech I'd heard the lights went out in Norristown. Probably some evil terrorist plot to destroy the central town of America. Yah, that's it.
Everyone's of course talking about what they'll do this year, so I'll follow suit since I'm such a goon.
1) I will create art of some sort. Be it sculpture or drawings.
2) I will go on vacation with Shane and have FUN!!!! (WHEEE!)
3) I will watch the world and not interfere, yet know that quite often I'm right, and not have to say it. Gloating is a sure way to unpopularity. Especially when you're often right.
4) I will search out new job opportunities that do not tax me emotionally like my current one does.
5) I will try to let Shane know I love him.
6) I will pay attention to friends I've ignored due to depression and work business. Byzantyn, Colin, Anna, and anyone else that desires my time and attention.
7) I will try to not be bothered by those who ignore my needs, or desires to be with them, because it makes me feel needy and hollow.
8) I will visit places and not stay at home all the time. Even if it's a half hour away, or 3 or 8. I will be a busy puppy.
9) I will seek help for my problems, physical or mental.
10) I will seek out my own business ideas, doing more than idly thinking of them. I need a future not dependant on company. Even if it is only a small income.
I think ten things to do in a year is enough. I need anyone who reads this to encourage me too, because it's not easy to keep going sometimes when all seems like an obstacle.
The problem with being an observer and seeing the obvious over and over in human interactions is that you cannot even warn. It's like a clockwork. The same things happen over and over except if you yourself see it, and state "This will change," and make it happen. Things need to change or repetition will occur. I've seen it I know it.
I've had a headache since early this morning. I only drank one beer, I think it was just from sleeping wrong.
My life seems so dull compared to all the soap operatics in everyone else's LJ entries. Maybe I'm lucky. No constant breakups, no real reasons for emotional upsets. Just me waking up every morning to Shane, and a not too horrible job. (except at Christmas) Envy me. ;x)
