My State

It feels like everythings frozen and nothing is happening. I'm at home, my teeth hurt for some reason, and my neck and back does too. I feel like I'm stuck in this nowhereland and can't seem to motivate myself to go out and do the couple things I had set out to do today. I'm tired and feel weird and stupid and other awful things that just are not true. I want to sleep, but sleeping mid day seems just so even more worthless to me.
I just need to not be alone is all. I'm lonely. End day, End.
Shane get home. Blah. Days off alone always do this to me.