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Oct. 18th, 2002 09:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cyriljackal"...sometimes it's nice to have a guy treat you like you're a million bucks. It gives you a good feeling inside."
Just a quote from an article in The Advocate that I'm reading. I'm really wishing I had a guy of my own to snuggle with every night, to talk about my day with who's with me. Who really wants me, and not just some part of me, or bits of me. The mating urge is hitting big. And I have no one who really wants it. I'll settle for something less meaningful for the time, but I don't want it. There are so few choices, and even less of those work in the real world. I'm horny. But I don't want to waste it on someone.
I want someone to kiss me and say, "I love you, Cyril."
God, I'd just tear up at that point. To have something perfect and beautiful. Like a jewel. I'm going to have that someday. I don't know when, but I pray soon. I can't imagine 30 without someone. It's never too late though. Never too late to keep trying...
Maybe someone will decide I'm the right one for them. I have so much to offer, or at least I thought I did. We'll see.
Just a quote from an article in The Advocate that I'm reading. I'm really wishing I had a guy of my own to snuggle with every night, to talk about my day with who's with me. Who really wants me, and not just some part of me, or bits of me. The mating urge is hitting big. And I have no one who really wants it. I'll settle for something less meaningful for the time, but I don't want it. There are so few choices, and even less of those work in the real world. I'm horny. But I don't want to waste it on someone.
I want someone to kiss me and say, "I love you, Cyril."
God, I'd just tear up at that point. To have something perfect and beautiful. Like a jewel. I'm going to have that someday. I don't know when, but I pray soon. I can't imagine 30 without someone. It's never too late though. Never too late to keep trying...
Maybe someone will decide I'm the right one for them. I have so much to offer, or at least I thought I did. We'll see.
